~A New chapter in Life~

Exams are finally over in UQ,holidays are here..Summer is here to stay too....It was scotching hot in Brisbane with temperature going over 37 degrees...Time really flies and I had enjoyed 2 weeks of my holidays liao..Results are out,Still satisfied but juz feel that 1 module could do better....
Life here is like everyday shaking legs waiting for my turn to go back to Sg.I had already sent a total of 4 ppl to the airport out of Brisbane.The mood of senting everyone was rather different.On the 2 Dec 2006,about 2045 Hrs,when driving out of my hse at Warren street,turning into Sir Fred Schonell Dr,tears started rolling uncontrollably down my checks.It came naturally even with resistance to pull it back.From that moment onwards,I know for myself I cant control watever Im holding inside liao. It had been some time since I had come to this decision.However,I didnt expect that tears will start rolling even before reaching the departure hall.At this moment I knew better for myself I may be losing something very dear to me,too dear that I cant even avoid,even I had tried to do so not once but twice.To my surprise,I didnt even shed any tear when I left Sg in July when I was on my to Changi Airport.
I was beyond console on my way along Inner City Bypass all the way to Gateway Motorway.The thought of losing wat I realised was too dear to me upset my emotions worst.On this journey,I had confirmed that this short span of time proved everything.Everything I had encountered in all my previous yrs.Nothing had came as close as this before.I will not let any of the past ruin this.Many People had come in and out of my life.I am sick of ppl walking in and out of my place,it hurts everytime one does so.
After the journey tonite,I had decided and confirmed that this one will stay,stay till that day I may need a walking stick.Some ppl maybe against the odds of doing so.Why choose a darker path when u had a straight one instead?But the straight and bright path doesnt even leads to the destination I wanna go.I hadnt drink any Ribbena after a great house shifting before.I only realised wat it taste like only after I turned 27.
Well my mind is set.Thanks to my good bro who gave me his blessings.Watever it may turn out in the near future,no one can predict. We can only work hard towards our shared goals. As i said before,when I sit back and think:"Climb so high,acheived my set goals,but there is something actually still lapse deep inside my heart....." Along my journey from Warren St to Brisbane Airport,I know clearly I had found the laspe liao.
Fighting for my career is tough,but fighting with my life for hers is a worthwhile deal..even if I were to lose mine.......
A song better describe it all :Because of You.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7lU_1JoiZI

1 Comments:
Aiyo...dun be so sad lar...life goes on n you still got chance to get wat u want.....xx's left is not the end of day and you wil hv plenty of time to deal with each other, temporary apart is a kinda testing...hey be positive leh!
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