~Life~

Life....Wat it really consists of...?Money,glamour,fame,Love or Honour..?

Dun really know which type I really hope to pursue....Since I left Singapore this time in Feb,dun really feel I belong there anymore....The thought of it really struck me often when I call back SG...Seems to have lost my social circle down there liao...Things changed and I m not there nor involved in it....Im being pulled out of the circle and could only stand outside watching things happen and not getting involved....Feel Handicapped like the song below....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0s2EHgtk_U

Things are not the same anymore when I used to enjoyed in 05 with all the stability in career,friends,family and relationship....Perhaps I was there when things happen,and I could remedy it if it took a drastic turn before it become a dire consequence....

To consolate myself as taking it as a 2 yrs challenge or test prove to be a failure in certain ways...Leaving me no faith and confidence in situations when Im not around...Since embarked on this path,the only remedy is to complete the journey fast and return in 2008....

However,wat really will happen in 08 is lots of uncertainies...Who ll be there to fight alongside to RE-ESTABLISH my career,accompany me to pay a visit to dental appointments,go to Thailand with me to pray,tidy my room when I go back for reservist,pay a visit to folks,have dinner with my family,go on a shopping spree with my mum when Im struck in office,join me in entertaining my friends/clients,turning out together for wedding dinners/company events,giving me a honest opinion when selecting a car,open bank account,source for new furnitures,setting up a room and sharing a life together....?

Things are easliy said than done,Filling these gaps arent easy at all......Only the right person with a common objective could accomplish it....Till that day,the person who could follow me to the CPF board to withdraw my funds for either retirement or OUR kids education,then ONLY I will know who is capable of executing it....