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~When you re Gone....~

2008-01-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk awayI count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

~11 Sept 07~

2007-09-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

Its sun set again,me myself in my room studying for the second mid-term paper,its becoming a routine,the last thing before sleep is to study,and the first thing to do when wake up is to see is there any update from the course websites by the lecturers.

Taking a sneak from work,I took a peep at a video I had earlier of Jolin Tsai concert in Taipei 2004.I recalled the days I was in Taiwan for SAF training in Feb 2001. The life down there was fun apart from the training and live firing.Life had never been so dull as now,this may be the toughest patch I had to walk through in life.Everyday,the conversation I had is about solutions,distributed generation,tutorials and GPA.

Till now,I still cant convince myself that getting a good marks in a assignment and any exams will prove that oneself is clever and capable.How a person carry himself/herself as an all rounded person is judge by others not only by academic standards.

Till july 08,I had to endure and clinch on this this type of life. The thoughts that stands firm in my mind is to get back to wat I had back in SGP when I juz established my career.Securing a job,reunion with my family,bounce back to my social circle,getting a cheap car and setting up a family in time to come is my utmost priority after 2008 July.

However,my experience in Brisbane will definitely be an experience and I ll treat this as a wonderful life enriching lesson I had enrol in.

Major cities I had set foot on in this world:

1)Brisbane

2)Tel Aviv

3)Jerusalem

4)Taipei

5)Zurich

6)Bangkok-Thailand

7)Sydney

8)Melbourne

9)Kuala Lumpur

10)Indonesia

11)Eilat

~How many ppl could give up everything juz to spent time with their luv ones..~

2007-04-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Good Question but difficult to find the answer to it...

Or to wat extend are ppl willing to forgo in order to spent time with their luv ones...?

To take MC/Leave from work juz to accompany their partner attend to something important?
To give up a job and leave family for some time and spent time with their partner who will be overseas for a period of time?

Money is essential in this world,but how much can money buy?

There are juz ppl who could put their luv ones in front of everything else....

~Life~

2007-04-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

Life....Wat it really consists of...?Money,glamour,fame,Love or Honour..?

Dun really know which type I really hope to pursue....Since I left Singapore this time in Feb,dun really feel I belong there anymore....The thought of it really struck me often when I call back SG...Seems to have lost my social circle down there liao...Things changed and I m not there nor involved in it....Im being pulled out of the circle and could only stand outside watching things happen and not getting involved....Feel Handicapped like the song below....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0s2EHgtk_U

Things are not the same anymore when I used to enjoyed in 05 with all the stability in career,friends,family and relationship....Perhaps I was there when things happen,and I could remedy it if it took a drastic turn before it become a dire consequence....

To consolate myself as taking it as a 2 yrs challenge or test prove to be a failure in certain ways...Leaving me no faith and confidence in situations when Im not around...Since embarked on this path,the only remedy is to complete the journey fast and return in 2008....

However,wat really will happen in 08 is lots of uncertainies...Who ll be there to fight alongside to RE-ESTABLISH my career,accompany me to pay a visit to dental appointments,go to Thailand with me to pray,tidy my room when I go back for reservist,pay a visit to folks,have dinner with my family,go on a shopping spree with my mum when Im struck in office,join me in entertaining my friends/clients,turning out together for wedding dinners/company events,giving me a honest opinion when selecting a car,open bank account,source for new furnitures,setting up a room and sharing a life together....?

Things are easliy said than done,Filling these gaps arent easy at all......Only the right person with a common objective could accomplish it....Till that day,the person who could follow me to the CPF board to withdraw my funds for either retirement or OUR kids education,then ONLY I will know who is capable of executing it....

~How Things Turn Out~

2007-03-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

Been almost a month since We had been "officially" been together....Started sharing a life together,sharing the same meal times,to even sharing the same toothbrush....I surely could sense the closness...She is by my side even when time was bad and I had to make difficult phone calls back to Sg...It goes out to say she is a good catch.......

Its never been easy for 2 ppl to share a common life,everyone had their own preference and difference....Like the lifestyle,the culture,the background etc.....But as long as they both share the common destination and vision,its worth looking forward....

As workload is getting more intensive,it all call for mutual understandings and communications to keep things going bonded....I may have made her angry at times but deep inside,it wasnt desired and was regretted......

Everything takes some time to tell its worth and test its quality........Well I surely hope that this test will emerge as a successful one.....

~Haha My previous Car...~

2007-03-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

My deepest condolence to my previous car....Really a bit heart pain to see the car got wack into this state..However,luckily everyone was ok....

Always Remembered : 6 March 2006~4 March 2007....

~Last Nite in Singapore~

2007-02-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

Time really flies...This is the last nite I m spending in Sg.This will be perhaps a 10 mths trip,the longest ever since I ll be leaving Sg...Kinda of getting used to fly around and parting with my luv ones liao....Things changed and ppl come and go.Its only ourselves who choose who to stay and who to leave.

This time I was back for 2 mths,but I ended my 4 yrs of relationship.The last time I was been sent off at Changi airport on the 5 July 2006, it was a test of my then 3.5 yrs relationship,the longest I had held so far.Less than 5 mths,the test proved to be a failure. This period of stay for me at SG also prove a lot of things.Which type of Friendship should escalate and which type of Friendship should maintain and which type should end....

As I always believe,a ship will never sink without a storm,Only when a heavy storm strikes,then we can know which ship can last,including Friendship and Relationship.

Through out these yrs,I used to believe that I have a right hand and left hand,which in ancient times,helped the Emperor to rule the court.Putting myself as an Emperor to rule the court similiar to handling the many situation in life,It ll be the same and require both Right and Left Hand.

To date,I had found a good Right hand whom I can really turn to and rely on and I had also re-affirm my Left hand whom I can depend on. I could count myself lucky for having such a good right and left hand in this vulernable society where ppl are too materialistic and realistic.

With my new found,I can be quite assure that even if I were to fall, I would have something to fall back on. And they will not see me fall......

Having this thought in my mind,I ll be of a better mood to leave SG and resume on my studies....A new fight is to be unleased.....I ll used this 1.5 yrs to prove its a not a wise move to cross my path.....

~Meaningful MTV~

2007-02-20T06:27:00.000+08:00

This is prehaps one of the most wonderful MTV I had ever watched....The MTV may be nice,but the contents are even more meaningful....Even she can also become one of the Actress herself..

Her acting skills were that superb that she can generate the following email to her receiptant using my lappie inside my room,then sleep with me on the same bed and then take the above photo with me in the same day afternoon.

On top of all these,she can still tell me a few weeks later that our relationship had faded off,feelings were no longer strong and I had found a better one in Aussie...She can even tell others that I was at fault and to keep things at a low profile....Amazing rite???Thumbs up to our Project Super Star 2007....

From the date of the email,I do have grounds that her relationship with her "Dear" should had started way back in Sg before she fly over to Brisbane on the 4th Dec 2006.There is no such thing to wait and observe then select....

I was pondering wats the reason she gave the receiptant when she board the plane?I am still very curious wat was the feeling of both her and the receiptant when she generated the email....??Then switched off my lappie and sleep on the same bed??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rekthdM2Sks

Perhaps this song best suit her mood bah.......

Anyway everything is over liao..From this incident,I do re-affirm I had made a very wise choice at that point of time,Through this incident,I had benefitted closer ties with my Dearie.She had taught me how to handle it in a tactful manner.....She may be young but her experience never fails to amaze me at certain times. It turn out to be a blessing in disguise...

Enough said...No point blooding over the past...I am looking forward to realising the "Forever Luv" concept Dearie n I shared on our way back from Sunshine Coast.....Now Thats a more worthwhile deal.....

Lessons Learnt:

1)Always Bring ur tissue around when u dine outside

2)Never step onto a Scorpio Tail...Especially when there is 2 of them....

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Date: Fri, 8 Dec 2006 03:44:25 -0800 (PST)
From: "jasmine fu" http://sg.f546.mail.yahoo.com/ym/Compose?To=jaschan2410@yahoo.com.sg
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Dear,

watch this mtv...very meaningful....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_LLT8XjxBY
jasmine Fu
It hurts to luv someone and not expecting more luv in return,but wat's more painful is to find courage to ur luv one to know...
Wo men de ai ,guo le jiu bu zhai hui lai----

~Valentine Day~

2007-02-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

This yr Valentine day happen to fall juz 4 days before the Lunar New Yr...However,this yr Valentine day maybe more memorable than any others....(Im not trying to show off anything but juz sharing my Sentiments...)

Thank you Dearie for sharing with me ur deepest thought all this while....Didnt really thought that there were such thoughts with u all this while till I was driving back at N-S Highway reading ur card....I really appreciated you for your things u had done so far...Deep down,I know its not easy for u to arrive at this stage.....

Glad to had found u in the midst of the ocean...You helped me become a better person I can be...
Although its fate and determination that pulled us together,we also must treasure this relationship well.....I will hold dear to this relation.....

This same song and MTV goes out to u again, Dearie Yes I Love You.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXGA8RlQWVc

~Because of U~

2007-02-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Another nice song....Lyrics and video link below...Because of you...

Because of you,I will not make the same mistake....
Because of you,I learn to control my temper...
Because of you,I realised the concept of 'Forever Luv'....
Because of you,I know how to come home early....
Because of you.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WP5AsY0Wevs

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraidI watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

~Fort Minor--Where u go...~

2007-02-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

Juz like to share with everyone this rather sad song from Fort Minor....Title: Where u go....
Think the lyrics highlighted the pain of missing someone badly,the sense of emptiness in a person.......seems to be forever when you are gone...

Where u go..?I MISS YOU SO.......

Click on the link below....Lyrics as follows...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zBybdnDQCI

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home

~Ushered into 2007~

2007-01-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well its been 21 days since we ushered into 2007...almost 3 weeks we kissed goodbye to 2006....

Basically started 2007 with an encountered which may land me in the revokation of my dearest licence....Sad to say,it was an act committed with neglience...Its the law which plays a major say in this ..esp SG law....Aft which make me re-affirm my stay in Brisbane...Althought SG is the land which I grew up,I wonder if I should return to work from 8-8 everyday for my career,and be bound by the system here....???Will it really be beneficial for my career and my future life..Whatever it is,I definitely will return here eventually coz its my home and my Family is here....

2006 is a yr full of uncertainity...Major changes had set into my life..Firstly I changed my path of advancement..I decided to forgo my career as a Project Engineer and undergo a degree course in Brisbane...This is indeed a tough decision to make initially...Upon arriving at Brisbane,I changed my car from SBU757R to CRZ 747......This change is consider minor as changing of car is normal....

Following,I battled a toughest decision again...To reconsider my love life....From the bright and Straight ECP to a dark and crooked North-South Highway....Which one will eventually lead to my destination?North-South Highway is my favourite place to clear meter which makes my adrenline rush but its dark and the accident rate is one of the highest...However ECP is safe and straight,u can only clear till 90km/hr coz there are lots of TP and speed trap...U can only go slow and may lead to suspension of licence if u intend to go faster..This make ECP dull and not my cup of tea....

Since embarked on another path,will I see the light at Plaza Toll and other relevant interchange...?How many km will I arrive at Sungai Besi?Its 361km to be exact....How far had I cleared...?Maybe at Skudai only.....Hahaha

Lastly,I hope I ll give myself 2007 a yr to stabilize all the changes I had make and fully adapt myself to the life I really want after my degree....Afterall,I still dun know wat exactly I wan...Really Dun Know....!!!!

~Resolution for 2007~

2006-12-24T06:53:00.000+08:00

Time Really flies,its the end of 2006 liao....I began this yr busy doing projects with StarHub as an engineer,ended this yr back from a trip in Brisbane as an undergrad.Happen to share around our resolution for 2007 with ppl at my age group....

For guys,career and money may come first at our age of mid-20s.To hit a certain monthly salary and to obtain a certain level of appointment in career is indeed important.But where is the real meaning of life?To earn money,gain status or to retire early...?

Well,I had witness ppl who indeed willing to forsake partners and to fully concentrate on career,ppl who are reluctant to make changes juz to stabilise their career and other type who pay more attention to partners even they had not attain the peak of their career...

To earn more $ now at the expense of working day and nite and retire early or to earn slightly less but with more time with family?A guys career is as important as a gal marriage...

As for me,I will rather choose to earn slightly less,spent more time with family,relax a bit....As long as I had a Happy marriage,food and shelter and a decent car (WRX) Haha,it will be more than I ask for liao...

As for my resolution for 2007,the top piority is to attain my degree in order to pursuit a PE licence,and to resolve wat had been haunting me for some time back liao...

I hope to usher into the new yr with clearer objective,directions and security...Its indeed a new yr. A new begining to begin wat had already begin......

~Last Nite At Brisbane~

2006-12-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

Time really Flies..Im spenting my last nite at Brisbane..Going back to Sg in another 16 hrs time...Its a time I had beeen waiting for....After spenting so much time down here shaking legs,its a good time to get back to work....

I also will share the same time zone as my another mirror..Hahaha..Well,before I depart from Brisbane,feel bad to receive news that something had happened in Sg.This make me feel more to rush back to Sg..As I said,I ll be back soon,I will not let u handle this alone.U lift me up when I was down in 2002.I shall not forget this.....

I look forward to my another side who will be picking me up at Changi Airport.I miss u guys dearly...On top of all,I really miss my family aft being away for 5 mths,esp my dad.I wouldnt be at this stage without him.

Last of all,before I close my lappie for the last time in brisbane,I hope that when I go back to Sg,everything will be ok....I will feel bad if my mirror feel the same way too..I cant see myself clearly in life without my mirror....hahaha...

Guess the only thing I will miss in Brisbane is 747-CRZ and my close frds who helped me during the way.

See you guys in Singapore.....

~A New chapter in Life~

2006-12-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over in UQ,holidays are here..Summer is here to stay too....It was scotching hot in Brisbane with temperature going over 37 degrees...Time really flies and I had enjoyed 2 weeks of my holidays liao..Results are out,Still satisfied but juz feel that 1 module could do better....

Life here is like everyday shaking legs waiting for my turn to go back to Sg.I had already sent a total of 4 ppl to the airport out of Brisbane.The mood of senting everyone was rather different.On the 2 Dec 2006,about 2045 Hrs,when driving out of my hse at Warren street,turning into Sir Fred Schonell Dr,tears started rolling uncontrollably down my checks.It came naturally even with resistance to pull it back.From that moment onwards,I know for myself I cant control watever Im holding inside liao. It had been some time since I had come to this decision.However,I didnt expect that tears will start rolling even before reaching the departure hall.At this moment I knew better for myself I may be losing something very dear to me,too dear that I cant even avoid,even I had tried to do so not once but twice.To my surprise,I didnt even shed any tear when I left Sg in July when I was on my to Changi Airport.

I was beyond console on my way along Inner City Bypass all the way to Gateway Motorway.The thought of losing wat I realised was too dear to me upset my emotions worst.On this journey,I had confirmed that this short span of time proved everything.Everything I had encountered in all my previous yrs.Nothing had came as close as this before.I will not let any of the past ruin this.Many People had come in and out of my life.I am sick of ppl walking in and out of my place,it hurts everytime one does so.

After the journey tonite,I had decided and confirmed that this one will stay,stay till that day I may need a walking stick.Some ppl maybe against the odds of doing so.Why choose a darker path when u had a straight one instead?But the straight and bright path doesnt even leads to the destination I wanna go.I hadnt drink any Ribbena after a great house shifting before.I only realised wat it taste like only after I turned 27.

Well my mind is set.Thanks to my good bro who gave me his blessings.Watever it may turn out in the near future,no one can predict. We can only work hard towards our shared goals. As i said before,when I sit back and think:"Climb so high,acheived my set goals,but there is something actually still lapse deep inside my heart....." Along my journey from Warren St to Brisbane Airport,I know clearly I had found the laspe liao.

Fighting for my career is tough,but fighting with my life for hers is a worthwhile deal..even if I were to lose mine.......

A song better describe it all :Because of You.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7lU_1JoiZI

~ENGG2800 Group 10,Fought for 23 Hrs Non Stop~

2006-10-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

A tired but very Well-accomplished Weekend for me over here in Brisbane..The Day I ll never forget in my entire Studies life..My team project group 10 which consist of Sean,Thomas our software side and me actually worked from Sun 22 Oct 06 1200hrs to Mon 23 Oct 06 11ooHrs non stop without sleeping juz to get the Infra Red project done. The deadline was 23 Oct 1000 hrs.We were 1 hr late because of a last min situation,but Thomas n Sean was calm to overcome that.

At the TP lab,there was over 30+ students like us,doing either TP1(Infra Red) or TP2(Wireless) staying overnight.The scenario was like CNY day 1,everyone was staying overnight to wrap "Ang Bao" to visit relatives on the first day of the Lunar New yr,like we submitted the project to the office on Mon 1000 hrs.The spirits were high and morale was not damping at all...

We had been doing the project regularly from week 1,till the past week,we stepped up a notch by staying inside the Lab till at least 8pm daily....On Sat and Sun,we decided to go into full swing by pumping in all our time on it by staying in the lab till we get this thing submitted.....The hardware side was fine,but the software was having complications.Thomas actually cracked his mind from Sun 8pm plus till 1am plus to get it done.When it was unable to proceed further,we went to the nearest petrol kiosk to pick up some coffee to keep our mind going.When back,he didnt call it quit but sit down there calmly trying his very best to resolve the barrier...I really got to give it to him..Till 4am,Sean n I decided to get the Vero board into the casing and wrap up everything ready for submission. We strike during day-break all the way to submission.

Only during tough times it makes a person make or break.From this TP1,I can confirmed that physical and mental stress didnt break us at all...It pulled us stronger,keep us fighting more fiercely and more determine towards our goal....
It was not the project that I learnt,it was the professionalism and experience that I valued most.

Looking at Stephanie,our EE course mate who was 1 of the few gals who fight with us till day-break...If a gal was so presistent,there is no excuse for anyone of us to call it quit....She is good...

Lastly on Sun nite,I got this good support from the "Past" and maybe the "Future"???..Both Scorpio..hahaha...Anyway this is really a good learning experience...I will keep this as a valuable chapter in life,hopefully to be able to share with my kids in the near future....

ENGG2800 Group 10..Well Done.....We fought Well and with this Spirit we are confident to take on any further challenge in life.

Hell is coming.....

2006-10-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hell is on its way....

Juz receive a copy of the exam time table..The forecast is like fu*k....
On the 4th Nov is the Coms paper,followed by 2 maths paper on the 6 Nov....

Then its a long break till the 15 Nov for the last Maths paper..Project is due on the 23 Oct followed by a final report due a week after the submission of the project...

Think on the 3 rd Nov must go Coles and stock up my supply of Red Bull...
Then the next issue after this is the house....To shift,end lease,stay or split..Still cant decide yet...

After this is a mth holiday before I touch down at Changi to reunion with my 3F (Family,Friends & Food)..Hahaha..

Hope to catch up with my bros back in SG....Heard so many good news about them,look forward to congratulate them in person......

But first of all,think these few weeks,I wont have the time to blog again.....Lots of relationahip issue happened in both SG n BNE.....Wat is luv and status....?Can they compare and stand on Par...hahaha...

~Surfer Paradise,Here We Come~

2006-09-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

Its holiday at Surfer Paradise at Gold Coast.......Finally got a 2 days break from the hertic school work...However,the turnout was not as expected....For other reasons,I do not wanna elebalate it over the blog.....Only Scorpios understand the moral behind rite......??Haha....

Anyway Holiday is over...Its time to get back to work and stay focus....Had a talk with Jacky tonite...He will be holding his dinner next yr..wow so fast...We 3 bros now left me...The other 3 bros also left me and God of Motor......Wow time flies really fast...We used to setup dinner in Westin,now we host dinner liao.....All the best to u Jacky N Michelle...Congratulations.....

Wonder when will be my turn???Sad....

Ok tats all for the weekend,its work again...sian....tats life I guess.....

~Its like sunshine aft the rain~

2006-09-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

Its really like sunshine after the rain,like the Pacific Ocean in the pic......My mid term test is over...Was down with 1 mid term test of communications for the past few days...It was juz 12 MCQ qn but I studied like hell cos really didnt understand wat the Hong Kong Lecturer was talking about....But when I sat for the paper,it was quite ok as most of the questions were from the past yr paper...Still manage to secure at least 80% of the marks.....ho....That was lucky....

At the same time,I manage to submit my probability assignment with the help of my tutor and Stephanie...She is really good at Maths.....Then when I reach home,sean updated me that the Infra-Red of our project manage to work...Wow..tats was a good piece of news.....Feel really bad that he and our Ang Moh programmer worked till quite late which I escaped with the reason of mid-term test..Hehehe.....

Above all,I found this video which is quite nice...Thought of sharing with u guys.....Same as normal,its another luv song.....Sometimes I sit back and think:"Climb so high,acheived my set goals,but there is something actually still lapse deep inside my heart....."Think a few of my good bro will know wat it is bah.....

Meanwhile,I ll be going to the famous Gold Coast and Movie World this Sat.....Its gonna spent a lot,but treat it as a break from work..then its back to work again aft the trip...A bit sad but Exams will be around the corner in Nov.....

U guys sit back and enjoy the video......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIGWXcfsREE

~Scorpio Boy & Gal~

2006-09-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my neighbour Miss Leung....She contributed the following article which is 90% true for me....Think its almost samiliar as true for one of my ex..who is also a scorpio borned on the same day as my neighbour but only exactly 2 yrs older than her.......Scorpio couples were very loving when everything is peace n calm,but when they fight,both will get stringed,which one may last for yrs............

Scorpio Man - October 24th to November 22nd
A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain. He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.
Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a bi g project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac. He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched. If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is. He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now.
If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him. If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time. He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend.
He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space. He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him. When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

Scorpio Woman - October 24th to November 22nd
A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.
She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident.
She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times.
She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

~Leave a Light On For ME~

2006-09-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

Wow..happen to log in to Frdster see someone juz go zouk last nite....having a fun time there...

Leave a light on...a Favourite song I used to hear in zouk....Back in Brisbane,its my mid term test next week...Sickening Exams.....Totally no mood to study...Its hell down here really......Compare to my working life in SG....

Happen to chat with my bro online on MSN last nite too...Really kinda of miss the good old days riding bike to North-south highway to Kulai,pit Stop,Changi Village,then to Selegie to throw Cue...haha.....Age is catching up on us liao...We cant really bent corner anymore......hehhe....

Then think of my another group of bros above,used to go zouk almost every wed sometimes before I left SG....Then Thurs at work is hang over..Sit inside office try to keep myself awake...knock off liao is come home sleep till fri morning.....then fri nite go out again..Tats life man....

Juz when Im almost off tracked,Jerome had a good talk with me over dinner at Unit 1...He say that we are indeed suffering down here,but when we are back,the glass will be greener....Ok I agree quite true..But life is not only about work,study and acheiving career goals....Where is the FUN part of living???

I always believe...Life's short play hard..At the same time work hard.....Work to play,play to Work....Till now,its almost 3 mths since I came to Brisbane but my heart is still at SG,Zouk,JB eat Tim Sum......Kinda of stupid rite??

Right now,only hope to faster complete my "Hell Years" of my life,go back find job,Go Zouk,Buy a cheap Car,Go JB eat n pump....
Then in 2-3 yrs down the road,marry a dream gal who have the characteristic of a Scorpio!!Tats the plan for these few yrs to come by....

Never the less..I LL BE coming back to SG N ZOUK soon......

FUN is the top pirority for me when Im back...Getting a simple but not so well paid job is still ok......

~Nice Korean Kiss~

2006-08-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my housemate Jason who shared this wonderful video with me on a dull and lonely nite after mugging with my Maths Calculus assignment....

Click below to view:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h27hWSeVsAM

After watching this video makes me think of wat had often cross my mind...Its indeed a touching MTV set in Korea about a man who luvs bike and willing to give up his last ride,and exchange his pair of eyes for a gal he luvs.....

Its so touching at the last part that the gal didnt even had a chance to say Thank You....In this ever-changing society,I sometimes really wonder is there such guys/gals around anymore or is it juz a fairy tale.....

But be it true or not,this is one real quality I look for in my partner....If I really meet this type of gal who is willing to do anything just to be with her hubby......I will see my degree course not as a suffering but a responsibility to bring her a better life in her future...Fighting with my life for hers is a worthwhile deal..even if I were to lose mine.......

~Turn on ur Fighting Spirit~

2006-08-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Where is my fighting spirit??I used to be so determine before but now when I feel the stress coming I cant fight properly...Maths used to be my Forte in SP...Scoring all As for all my Maths Module.Lectures in SP is given a miss or dun care attitute...Now 2nd week,every F**K thing also dun know....Am I not capable to handle Uni life or I was given too much exemption in credits??I got to fight on....

People borned under the sign of Scorpio is determined and strong will power... Scorpio wont loss until they put up a fierce fight...Even they loss,they will still pick themselves up and fight again....Now I am having a cold shoulder(Not becos of winter) before I face the real opponent...

I came with a clear goal in mind...A Electrical PE (Professional Engineer)Licence under my belt in my mid-thirties.A degree is a must in order to acheive this....The fight must go on,even if I were to bleed......

~Life in Brisbane~

2006-07-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

Life in Brisbane will turn to a mth soon.But wat had happened to my zest and fighting power which scorpio ppl used to process...With a proven track of records,I am not those type of ppl who will give up without putting up a fierce fight,at least till the opponent bleed.

From ITE to SP and with all the type of licence I had process.To think I had completed a number of projects with Starhub.Right now I am facing the total stress coming from my currently work load.Its not many but its total lost.I dun know how to start to tackle the problem.My forte had become my weakness.

I must defintely address this issue in due time.I had an objective to carry out down here.With no compromise I will make for challengers to overtake me at my weakest moments.

~!~Wat is Love Actually~!~

2004-12-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy with work nowadays...Having no time to stop and think a while....Until 1 fine day,I went to get S.H.E CD and heard of this song called Wo Ai Ni...Currently playing frequently on 933...The lyrics made me paused a while and think a little further when I stopped at junction when driving...

To summarize the song,it discribe wat meaning it consist when a gal said I love u.The lyrics strongly described the sacrifices a gal would willing to made to a guy,taking away the guy tireness and fear in his previous relationship.How The closness of a gal and guy was moulded together thought hurt and times and love is cultivated though bad wheather and storm.

Whenever this song stops,I would repeat this track again...Dreaming to find such a gal from this fairy tale in this coming 2005 modern SG.

---Wo Men De Ai---

2004-10-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

Wat do u think the damages time can do to 2 persons?Well To me I think its a lot...!!In juz 4 mths time,I saw a great changes in someone who I once held dear to....She became to become very cold....So where was the once"Wo Men De Ai?"I was once on cloud 9,then to 8,7....now its Basement 9 liao.....So wat to do now???Got any lift to take me up to at least level 1 pls???Wo Men De Ai,Guo liao jiu bu zai hui lai,Zhi dao xian zai ,wo hai mo mo de teng dai..........Wo Men De Ai Wo ming bai,Yi bian chen ni de fu dan...............Sob ,sob......

Site Supervisor--->Site Engineer

2004-09-11T20:36:00.001+08:00

Site Supervisor--->Site Engineer

Juz made this transformation this week...Change of a new role in the company also means more shit coming my way...hehehe Im in charge of comms instead of Electrical...Kinda of miss my ex-collegues at my previous site,Ah Keong and Zawn...They really thought me a lot of new things,how to handle issue....From next week,I ll be on my own...Nobody to guide me and a new site at NUH coming end sept....Still got 2 site at Suntec and SGH to handle too....Not much life in this new appointment.....:p

~Many Many things which gonna happen....~

2004-08-30T22:26:00.000+08:00

Well Quite sometime didnt log in here liao....Juz update a few changes made this few weeks...
1)I have GRADUATED Last week.....On the 18 Aug...Hahaha..Aft 3 yrs of suffering,Finally make my mark liao... :)

2)My project manager is leaving so there is a major re-shuffling in my company....Maybe I ll leave this current site I m handling and for the M1/singtel site....:) Thats good...hehehe

3)I put up another few applications for overseas Uni like Queensland,Newcastle,Adelaine and Melbourne...Hope to get into Curtin or Queenslands University of Technology(QUT)....

4)Im also getting my pay this week...hahaha..Juz bought a new VCR for my family....

5)Then Finally another milestone in my life : I M getting 2 rabbits....hahaha..first time in my 24 yrs have I ever own any pets of my own...One of them is brown white and the other one is full white....Looks very cute when they try to self clean themselves....Hehehe

6)Lastly,I got this rare chance to meet this gal called michelle with her 'NEW" BF at Cineleisure last Sat....She was one of my Good Frd GF Who Eloped with another guy and let me caught her Red Handed.....Sad To say,She denied that she was with another guy..This guy name was Danny who freq Zouk...So wat if he freq Zouk or Study at NTU...I dun give a damn..I have 2 frds working there as Bouncer...NTU??Big Deal??I m also getting my degree soon....
Sad to say,U have a high qualification but Snatch ppl's gf...???Wat kinda of interity u have??Really a disgrace....Both Danny and Michelle....A bitch and bastard.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats all for the update which happened these few weeks...Keep u updated regularly...Zhaozzzzzzzzzzz..............

~ Wat I really Wan~

2004-08-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

After work...Go back...Waiting for nothing...dun really know wat I really wan in life....Sometimes,I can juz rush back from work,without completing my daily and progress report..Then reach home,Do nothing..Waiting for Hp to ring...The amazing part is I dun know who Im waiting for to ring my phone....

I finally realised that something is amiss from my life....A reason is missing from my life...A reason for everything Im doing....Someone who can really make me happy....Make me forget the pressure I have undertaken at work...Make me wanna reach home as soon as I can....Make me wanna go further studies to give her a better life in the future....Who is the one??????Who is she???Can she appear in front of my monitor?????

~ The Story Of Ah Xian And Biyu~

2004-08-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

Once in the busting city of Taiwan,there was a faithful guy called Xian.He was an uncover cop who was assigned to nap an underground Kingpin called Wencong.Acting as a spy on Wencong side,He was then 'assigned' to collect a debt incurred by Biyu's father.Not wanting Biyu to misunderstand him,he clarifed everything to her...Soon their friendship grew and they fell in love...Biyu was a devoted gal who was willing to sacracified her life to help Xian complete his 'mission'.She also worked as a spy at Wencong side to gather evidence...Soon,Xian & Biyu 's love came to a stage of tieing the knot...

However,on the eve of their marriage,Biyu real motive was discovered by Wencong.Attempt to silence her failed when she escaped and fell off a cliff...Aft that,her news was never heard....Xian quitted the job as a cop and went into business..soon he rose to a CEO of a company and many suitors appeared...There was even one business partner called Yushan who fell for him..However,Xian was still waiting for Biyu's return...

One day,Biyu returned..She was saved by a guy called Wanjin..But she lost her memory and couldnt rem Xian was her fiance..On the contrary she repaid Wanjin by being his fiance..Xian was devastated by the news...Xian was left with no choice but to give up Biyu..Soon,Yushan came into Xian life and they were together..However,Biyu & Wanjin did not last..Wanjin went for another gal..Biyu tried to commit suide but Xian stopped her and gave her console...Biyu and Xian realised that they were meant for each other..Soon,their old flame reknitted..Not wanting to inflict further hurt on Yushan,Xian made a breakoff...Finally,Xian and Biyu reconciled and they realised that nothing in the world can ever part them...

This story is so touching coz Xian & Biyu' s love were so deep once and nothing can ever stop them aft so many obstacles...Xian realised that Biyu was the one he was willing to share his success with,Suffer together with and grew old together with......Nothing in this world can ever ever separate them even if the world were to part one day.....................

Countdown to My Graduation Ceremony....

2004-08-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha Another 16 days more to my graduation ceremony....Its a day I have been waiting for 3 yrs....also can see all my former classmates and catch up with them agian....And also another day of leave,so no need wake up so early...Hahahaa...

Well thats all for today folks....goodnite..Tomo still got a long day to go...hehehe

~One week on the job...~

2004-08-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yup time has flies really fast...Its a week past on my job...Its really demanding and pressurizing...But I really take it as a chance to face the real world when I come back 2-3 yr later....

Lets not talk more about my job....Well Looking forward to this coming weekend..Coz its a long one..Because of national day...8 Aug any program??Well,its normal program for all the bikers...!!!!rounding again????Maybe??With my fellow bikers..holland racing team..hehehe

Wat a challenging Job!!!!

2004-07-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

Wow,today is the second day then I realised wat a challenging job this could be,Extra OT everyday!!!Plus me and aonther foreman,We both take charge of 18+7 staff,3 blocks of impossible to finish wiring works in a stupid Condo...Plus 2 main-contractor(main con) who keeps pressuring us and a boss who wans us to submit a daily report by crook or by hook...

Got many defects which seems endless,Manpower is always not enough to rectify it and the best thing is that it juz keeps accumalating....and site office is like hell..deep underground at basement with no lights....

Never mind,Juz bear with it for another 3 mths..aft it,everything will be over and I can prepare for another phase of my life liao..With a greater challenge ahead..... hehe

Finally Found IT Liao!!!!!~

2004-07-25T03:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah Feel so happy today that I found a new and challenging job as a site supervisor...I must really thanks my boss for giving me such a good oppunity...hehehe Not a very easy task,and I know that its also very pressurized....
And also another thing...Those who are free and nothing to do,plz help me complete this quiz.....Thank You.....http://speedstar25.friendtest.com

++ Another site I Often Hangout++

2004-07-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

Another site where I will be at is keeptouch forum..See ya there....http://forums.keeptouch.net/

~ Ai!!!! Another Interview tomo~

2004-07-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

Its a friday nite and still must wake up early for an interview tomo as a Site supervisor...Hate to wake up so early on Sat and sun......but its been some time since I woke up tat early on sat since I tendered my resignation... :)
Hope I will have a successful interview tomo....Planning to go Wild Wild Wet this weekend with my dear... :)

~Leaving in Feb~

2004-07-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

~In order to pursuit a better prospect in the near future,I may have to leave my current lifestyle for the time being...Leaving my loved ones behind and to a far away land.....Rest assured,I ll emerge as a winner in due time,without putting my effort to waste....Althought I have taken a route less travelled,I ll try my very best to provide a better life to my loved ones in time to come...Aft considering it to the fullest extent,we have to arrive at this difficult decision.This was never wat I wanted initially.So juz bear with me in this 3-4 yrs to come......And we can have a splendid harvest after this.......~